i either buy a jug of milk and use it up way too fast or i buy a jug of milk and ration it so it lasts as long as possible and then i have to drink a whole gallon over the course of two days before it expires. nothing is permanent, everything is temporary. any semblance of control you think you have over your life is an illusion. we are insects clinging to a rock flying through space at speeds you can only imagine.
Mutual break ups followed by sleeping in the same bed really hurts my brain and other things too.